I hate halloween now. I guess this show how much of an old fart I have become now, since on halloweens I just rage at the doorbell ringers. It sucks having a room right next to the doorbell. My mom keeps piling the stupid pressure on me because I cna't wake up early. It's the weekend god damn it! let me sleep innnn. I know I don't wake up early enough on school days anyway but that's cause I try to cram too many things in one day (and I procrastinate on my homework too much T_T)

I just want Dec 29 to come asap sometimes so I can just get away from this. But then I think of my friends I'm leaving in the mainland states just to find peace on an island I've never been to before on my own.

THINKING IS TOO DEPRESSING I'll just post stupid doodles later (along with another rant probably..). Have a happy halloween, whoever reads this shitty post on this shitty blog. I'll be doing my psych take home quiz now. Cheers.

I have realized I have been neglecting my LJ a lot. Maybe it's because I am avoiding the writing but maybe it's also tumblr's stupid simplicity to posting everything (curse you tumblr, updated every SECOND). And maybe it's because I know less people on LJ. Whatever it is I really need to start posting more >:0
Sadly the loading screen I made for the new private server for RO closed before it even got anywhere. I'm just glad I made some friends on there, but what's left of them i split between two servers. I hope we can all compromise or something because even though I don't know them irl I like talking to all of them. And it's not as fun when you log in and there's no one to talk to or hang out with..since server populations are pretty cold when you're noob.
Today I found out my new friend in my math class plays games too! That kind of came as a surprise to me since she didn't look like a gamer (oh stereotypes why do you do this to people). AND she works at gamestop. Now I want to work thereeee T_T no car sucks
I also finished watching Akagi! SO BADASS AND AWESOME I CAN'T EVEN DESCRIBE IT. I need to draw some fanart for it (like a bunch of other series orz). I'm just kinda sad that most of the fanbase I see on the internet like to draw BL situations. Like I'm okay with BL and everything but it's just a little much when I see it a lot (like on my tumblr dash for instance). I know most (or maybe all..) of Fukumoto's stories are sausagefests but yeah..I don't really want to see it that much. Man, but I can't stop what everyone does so yeah STUPID RANT IS STUPID.
I also went to a JOJO Pchat yesterday. My results:

kthisisalongpost, bye.

I really don't feel like doing homework or anything...... I should've brought my tablet.
and I forgot my pw to my normal pb account :( so I'm stuck using the one i haven't used for years.
Recent RO shit:



Last one was for one of those new private servers (loading screen). mannnnn I wish it works already because the time I make to play RO isn't much to begin with. :/

I guess this has been the most chillaxing week of school ever
or I am severely underestimating my three classes. College doesn't seem much different, other than the fact that I'm even more alone than I was at high school. I only saw a few familiar faces and they weren't really people I talked to at school unless we were in the same class/working on class projects together. I also thought I saw someone from way back from elementary school but she didn't seem to recognize me even though she caught me staring at her face like O_O for a few seconds.
SO in my free time I have been sitting in the library like a nerd and listening to music while studying or doing homework. I even have enough time to study something outside of classes, so I ended up finding an old Japanese textbook I guess they stopped using and reading from that. Sometimes I stay in there for so long I feel like my voice doesn't exist. It's kind of demeaning...the only communication I have with the "outside" world that reminds me that I still have something is my cellphone, with the few texts from friends and when my mom calls to say she's here. I kind of miss my high school days, but I'm glad I can study in peace in the library without distractions from my parents popping in every other minute to confirm I am actually working on something.

I have also registered for a new RO server since I haven't played for a while. It's called JelloRO and apparently it's a WoE/GvG based server...i hope I'm alright since I haven't played for a while let a lone WoE. It got me drawing RO art again...and remember the good times I played this with a close friend.

Boy am I lucky. I get to go through the college application process for freshmen twice. :(
man this sucks. Today was my first day of my 3-day class. At least the teacher is cool. I also met another artist and he's from Belarus! I hope I get to see his artwork sometime.
Then i went to the college closer to my house so I can just walk there instead of having my mom drive me every morning but the lines were SO LONG. longer than longcat, i swear! I waited there for like 3 hours, once in the wrong line :( and in the end they told me i couldn't enroll in my english class since i kept clicking the honors one. 3 HOURS FOR A SIMPLE ANSWER what a waste of time. I wish they would label the honors classes more clearly cause I did not even know it was an honors class until he told me. At least i got some sketches out of part of the wait.



BUT WHAT REALLY MADE MY DAY
WAS BUYING THESE TWO BABIES!!


FFTA AND CASTLEVANIA LAMENT OF INNOCENCE!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS